Ashton Ostman. 2nd February 1991 to 31st October 2005.
Ashton wrote the following after being baptised in the Holy Spirit
As day goes by my heart longs for fresh waters; but where will I find them if not by my God�s hand. Where to look for those hands? If my eyes go blind from time to time; no longer reflecting my feelings. There is a word within me telling me to find His hands. Where do I find those hands? In the one�s I love; in the one�s I may not love. The reality is that He loves. This love is in the poor and the rich for His treasure abides in all. As I ask myself if I should feel His love first, then to know it or the other way around. What matters the most is His love, thus my heart shall be refreshed in His presence.
This love is higher; and the only thing He asks from me is, to pass on His love to others, for the strength of His love can reach the hardest of hearts.
If my mouth goes shut; how will I tell your glories? If my ears goes deaf, how will I listen to Your voice; and if my heart hardens, how will l receive Your love?
For Thou art merciful and are with me, and You open my mouth with Your word my God; my ears hear again, and my heart feels the magnitude, the mightiness of Your love.
Ashton was tragically killed in a car accident near his home in San Francisco on the 31st of October 2005, along with his Mother, Katherine, and his sister also named Katherine.
A family sitting now at the feet of Jesus, looking into His face and saying with all their hearts, �I love You Jesus�.
Thank you my darlings for touching my heart so much in the way that you had over the past six months. See you when I get there.
With all my love
Phillip